it's a mixed feeling

Yesterday
Was forced to go the office
Coz dad informed me earlier that there will be no electricity supply from 1-5 p.m. -.-
[The hottest moment of the day]
And I shouldn't have gone out if I had known what was going to happen at night
[No.. Nothing big happened]
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[Seriously, I'd rather melt to death]

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Was so freaking sleepy the whole day..
I literally dropped my head on the desk -_-Zzz
My eyelids weighed a tonne =.=
And GREATER NEWS was.....
Mom couldn't go home at 5
[I instantly felt as if the 'Apocalypse' was going to happen right away]

So there I was..
Walking around the office like a dying zombie waiting to be dead again..
Then mom asked me to get those donation boxes out and tear the stickers away..
So I trudged my way in, hoisted one of the box
AND
*PLONK*
It landed on my feet -_____-!!!!!

I got out, showed my mom my big fat ass toe
And guess what was her reaction........

WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID??!!!!
YOU SPOILT THE BOX!!!
DID IT CRACK???!!!!
DON'T YOU KNOW HOW TO HOLD A BOX??!!!!

Wow
GREAT JOB MOM
*Thumb up*

Scolding, scolding and scolding me....
I couldn't tolerate it anymore..
So I burst out..
No.. Not in tears. No way..
I said
"Scold scold scold!!! You have to scold about everything!!! I held the box and it fell!! I didn't want it to happen too!!
[O.O I have never talked to my mom that way before]
*Goodness*

The feeling of sorrow, grief and disappointment rushed through me that moment...
I know.. Sounded like I'm exaggerating and so dramatic..
But.. Yea.. That was what I felt.......

You cared so damn much about those darn boxes more than me..
My toe could have gone numb and dead!!
[Okay.. Drama much]

Anyway,
I thought scenes like that would only happen in movies or dramas..
But it happens in real life too..
Yea.. Life IS a play..
We're all just actors and actresses..
I just got the bad part..
No biggie..

The knife.....

No.. I wasn't going to scratch or stab those boxes..
I wasn't going to kill my mom either..

Okay.. Chilled....

Then
I was sitting on the floor at the corner of the table like a homeless kid scraping and peeling off those bloody super sticky papers..
Came this dude..
He lend me his knife.. Lol..
Gee.. I don't even know if he had used this knife to murder anyone before..
My finger prints are all over it =S

Mike K. Yoshida

He's a Thai I guess but he came from California..
A consultant at a company..
Has 43 degree certs!! O.O!!
He told me he was here to see Chief..
He and his gurlfriend are planning to tie the knot..
But his gf is having some probs..
So he came to seek help..
His gf is only 22 years old!!!! O.O
Chinese from Malaysia....
Hmmmm.....
He went in and wanted to talk to Chief but Chief said he was busy -_-"
So he gave me some advice..
He said whatever you do, your academic HAS to be number ONE..
Nothing is more important that your studies..
You have to be really serious about studying..

AND
Speaking of this temple!!
I feel nothing but contempt for it!!
It's supposed to be a holy place!!
But now.. it's more like a business centre!!
Irony!! Prejudice!! Racism!!
What they say and what they do are totally in contrast!!
I know all the dirty little secrets about the organisation..
And since my mom's leaving this job..
I shall reveal some here..
- They kept saying that the Ti-Ratana's children are the most important, but during appreciation night.. NO ONE noticed that they kids were not at the restaurant..
[The big shots were all there so who cares about those kids] Darn them =.=
- It's all about money making!!
- Chief only helps rich people coz rich people are able donate lots of money while the poors don't

Hmm.. Okay.. Enough..

Chill...................................

This morning.. I saw this outside of my house..
It really made me laugh =X
Serves him RIGHT!!

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Everyone seems to be so mean to me these days..
What??
Revenge??
A curse??
KARMA????

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Hmm...
I'll be moving into the hostel this Sunday =(
Seems like I'm the only one who's making a big fuss about this..
Well.............
There are pros and cons
Lol..
Whatever..