I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE.

I just want to disappear and die.

I couldn't even perform and complete one simple task.

I'm a fiasco, a catastrophe, a mess, a wreck, a useless piece of garbage.

If I'm gone, she will be happier.

Burden-free.

She'll be able to do whatever she wants.

Whatever that makes her happy.

She doesn't have to suffer dealing with me anymore.

I'm causing all these distress and misery.

Without me, everything would be sailing smoothly and everyone would be glad.

Please please take me away.

I'm begging you for mercy.

Take me back to where I belong. 

I can no longer live in this pathetic place.

DANKE, IT'S BEEN A BLOODY MONTAG!

That's it.

I am never right about anything but this I can be very bloody 

sure that I AM BORN FOR NO GOOD.

Just a fucking trouble-maker.

I am here to cause trouble.

Nothing else but that.

I was supposed to die at birth.

The umbilical cord did strangle me but it wasn't forceful enough.

It wasn't cruel enough to take my life.

Why did I live?

Can Apocalypse just come right away?

I just can't wait anymore.

Life is a journey?

Well, why did mine even start?!!

It wasn't supposed to start! 

Now, I can only hope that on our Final Day, the asteroid would 

directly hit me on head so that I can die for sure.

I desperately want to go to Humanoid City. Please!

ICH WILL STERBEN!!!!!

Why can't a car just hit me?!

Or can't just any psycho freak dig my guts out or chop me into pieces?!!

I wish I were an ant. I can get squashed easily and DIE.

Song of the day : Phantomrider

Aliens & Angels ♥