I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE.

I just want to disappear and die.

I couldn't even perform and complete one simple task.

I'm a fiasco, a catastrophe, a mess, a wreck, a useless piece of garbage.

If I'm gone, she will be happier.

Burden-free.

She'll be able to do whatever she wants.

Whatever that makes her happy.

She doesn't have to suffer dealing with me anymore.

I'm causing all these distress and misery.

Without me, everything would be sailing smoothly and everyone would be glad.

Please please take me away.

I'm begging you for mercy.

Take me back to where I belong. 

I can no longer live in this pathetic place.