I SHALL LEAVE YOU

I'm going to abandon my blog - for now.
No updates until.. Until I feel like updating of course.
Maybe after my finals.
Maybe not.
Shall keep my life PRIVATE.

Gee.
I don't know why.
I just don't feel like blogging.
I don't have the mood.

Speaking of mood.
Yea.
It swings like mad pendulum.
About to snap real soon.

Sour face is always on.
Impatience clearly shown.
Mood swing, DUH.
Depression?? Perhaps.

I don't know what's the problem.
Please don't ask me "WHY" because I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY.
Or maybe I do.
But I just can't seem to dig the root out.

And, sorry mom.
I just can't make you happy and contented with life.
I am not able to control my emotions.
I am not able to understand another person's difficulties [Basically, YOU].
I am not able to think like a mature young adult.
I perceive everything in an egotistical way.

You even said something that almost tore my heart into two.
I tried hard to hold my tears back but I couldn't.
It rolled down.
[Not dramatically]
Good thing I used my sickness as an alibi.

Just a reminder for those who speak without thinking first, WORDS CAN KILL.
I take every word seriously.
I take things personally.
Whatever someone said whether it's a critic or a compliment, I would interpret it for days to get the true meaning.
[Usually in a pessimistic way of thinking]
So whatever you say, be careful.
Okay forget about this.

Now.
I really want to know what's wrong with me too.
What's wrong huh?
God, do you hate me that much that you have to make everything in my life difficult?!
Or is it just me exaggerating things?
Yea, everyone will definitely say that I'm just making small matters BIG.
Yea yea.
Whatever.

People must be wondering..
Kylie is taking Counseling/Psychology course and she couldn't even control her own bloody emotions and thinking?!!
Mom actually said that.
She added "You should be improving and understand better about emotions! But I see it's getting worse. Your thinking is getting narrow and one-sided. What's wrong?!"
She even suggested that I consult a THERAPIST.
GREAT!!

Well obviously, nowadays she thinks I have some kind of mental problem.
Starting with being emotional like for 9 out of 10 days.
Then the eating disorder.
She thinks that I'm starting to think like an anorexic and is going to be like one.
Puh-leez!
Can't you see a fat ass here?! I'm not even close to thin.
Very far from it in fact.

Next thing.
Is it me? again, Or is it reality?
Everyone seems to be putting on a mask nowadays.
Great actors and actresses.
Friends? No comment.
Or is Psychology taking over me? If you know what I mean.

And PLEASE for heaven's sake!
Stop addressing me as Princess!
Obviously to Mr. Hec and Mr. Yan Kit.
The title Princess is for dumb blonds, bimbos and some stuck up snobbish rich chicks who spend their father's fortune.

Okay. Enough with all the craps and shits and bulls.
Adios!

KAMCHANOD

=X
During our 4 freaking hours plus break..
We 'The 38s' made a last minute decision to watch movie ><
Supposed the movie plan was Wed/Thurs..
But... LOL..
Yea.. And so....
We decided to go to Mid Valley..
The only place with the perfect time XD
We took the LRT to KL Sentral then thought of taking the KTM to MV..
UNfortunately, there was an announcement saying
that the train will be arriving late...
So, changed plan!!
Took a cab there instead..
Had to coz it was 10.30 already and the show starts at 11..
And there goes the one buck that I had paid for the KTM ticket..

ANYway....
We rushed up to 3rd floor..
Lucky there wasn't a single homo queueing for the tix...
Bought the tix and dashed in..

This was what we watched
XD

THE BEST THING WAS.......
THERE WAS NO ONE IN THE CINEMA BUT US..
HELL YEA!!!!
JUST THE 4 OF US!!!! XD
AND THE HORROR MOVIE!!
FREAKING AWESOME!!!


Here's proof..

H.Mun, Joel and I

OO!! The pic above... It was actually my hands doing the peace sign
but that freak Joel thought it was another head......
"See properly la Joel!!"

PEACE!!

Lol.. I 38 XD

Before the movie, we were talking about some scary stuff..
It was kind of scary and fun at the same time..
But I dare not say anymore..
Their faces were like O.O!! =S >< Heeeee...

And we were almost like the characters in the movie..
It's about some lost film..
So the characters found it and they watched it in the cinema..
There were only 5 of them in there.. [Similar to our situation.. Lol]
Then the ghosts started to come in one by one putting the seats down..
And I was actually looking at the seat beside me, expecting to see "something"..
XD
Joel didi was so scared..
EXACTLY LIKE A LIL KID!!!!! TSK TSK!!

Uuu.. Scary.. NO LAAAAAA...

After the movie, headed to MPH to buy colour papers..
MANA TAU!!!! My damn slipper spoilt!!! -,-

I can't even walk properly......
Forced myslef to walk to KTM..
BABI JOEL kept laughing at me.... ISH!!!

Once we got down from the train...
Immediately FLEW to the shop to get a new pair of flip flops..
38 H.Mun and 38 Yii Tyan bought the exact same ones as well...
LOL

THERE IS NO FUTURE

Apocalypse......

It's close.....
It's coming..

The signs are obvious..
The 4 horses.. Red, Pale, White, Black...
7 angels with 7 trumpets..
War..
Disease..
Asteroid..
Supervolcano..
Giant earthquake..
Red Tide..
Anti-Christ..

FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!
I know.. Random......
Haha.....

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IT'S NOT A MATTER OF 'IF',
IT'S A MATTER 'WHEN'......

Hmm..
When??
Next year??
This year??

Hmm.. Don't care..
Not afraid of DEATH..
I take it as a part of life.. If it happens, it happens..

Kind of cool if it really happens XD

Just imagine.......
You can see the sky get dark all of a sudden....
The seas turn red...
You can feel the ground shaking violently....
You can hear the sounds of ground breaking, buildings collapsing..
You can see the huge asteroid as big as a football field
crashing down on Earth...
Waves of a few kilometers high washing in , sweeping everything in its way......
And the list goes on and on.........

Worst thing is....
People keep saying that the Devil or Satan is EVIL.....
How about God??
Yea, even though I don't believe in the existence of God... But....
'They' keep saying that God ending the world in such way is to punish human beings due to our irresponsible act towards ...
So, that's not an act of EVIL???

ANYway, don't care!! =D
Die, die....
I'll take FATE happily...
IRONIC??
WHAT-ever....

stupidity

..::Wednesday::..

During the 2 hours break..
20 out of 26 of us from L3 went to Jusco..
LOL


All of us ended up in McD..

Leon's so funny.. Tsk tsk..


After that..
Went to arcade..
Everyone playing like lil' kids XD

Hec doing his chicken moves

Budakss.....



Aure's turn XD


Fishy [Using my phone] Lol


Yvone and Yan Kit slammin' hard!!

See.. Playing like nobody's bussiness


The 4 of us bought this Moo Moo pillow XDTyan and Joel = Blue
Mun and I = Pink

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..::Thursday::..



When I was half way enjoying my food, I found this DISGUSTING thing hiding underneath
It looked like SHIT at first..
Then I realized it was sausage..
EEEWW!!!
Yea.. I know it's food but for me....
YUCK!!!!

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..::Today::..



TARC Merit Scholarship Presentaion Ceremony
Bla bla bla....
Kind of lame......

Then pics pics pics..

If there's Katrina, there's pictures

Blurry pics ><

Sze, Kat, Me -,- and Mei Yee

Sze and I


Kat and I[I look retarded]


Cheng Rui and I

Everyone la

I was too bored sitting alone...
Coz I represented my course to receive the so-called-award -,-
[The SCARF is damn fugly!!!! Like Scouts scarf ><]
So I took pics..
Not myself.. These names XD


Spotted Mei Yee's name!!

Ah Lam!!

Katrina!!

Cheng Rui!! And Wen Fu also.. Lol

Mine at last........
50% Scholarship only MA.. Last LOR......

Oh damn........
How stupid was I.....
I accidentally knocked the nail polish remover
and it spilled all over the keyboard and my clothes..
SHITTY!!
Keyboard ruined and darn smelly!!

hooi mun jie jie's birthday celebration @ greenbox

Hooi Mun Jie Jie turned 21 yesterday!!



Yes.. We celebrated at Greenbox, Sungei Wang..
YES.. GREENBOX..
Yesterday was my very very FIRST time stepping into a karaoke room..
LOL
Sakai-ish.. I know XD
Just because we wanted to celebrate Hooi Mun's birthday OR ELSE...
I wouldn't go..
Haha..
Those who know me well enough should know why..
After going through all the hassles, we've finally made the decision..
There's a story behind this.. LOL

So.. Yea.. Greenbox!!

The three 38s XD

Sing Joel, SING!!!!

Dark pics ahead........ =[
What to do....
Cheapsket camera phone........
XD


Here are all the homos..Hec, Leon, Tyan, Hooi Mun, Joel, Fishy and Yvone



Yvone, Hec and Leon [If I'm not mistaken.. LOL]



Yvone and Hec have good voice yo!!

Time for ze birthday gurl to sing [Cute voice!! Tyan also!! XD]


Yvone and Hec


Fishy [Good voice too!!]

The choc cake which tasted more like Brownie

After the karaoke session..
The peep wanted to shop...


Joel didi

FARNY BETUL


View of the two enormous sweetcorn

Fishy, Yvone and Hec have never had a close view of the Twin Tower..
So Fishy asked me to snap the pic of it..
Swt..
These sweetcorn are so boring to me.............
XD

Fugliness

O.. Forgotten that we actually took these pics yesterday XD


LOL
Emily, Me, Xuanie


OMFG!!!

Ah Chong!! You look exactly like your mom wey!! XD


Pop Art is the best.. Haha!!

Emily, Benji, Xuanie

Tomato much??

Today's lunch.....
It's all about tomato..
Spag [Tomato Puree] , Minestrone Soup, Beans...
LOL
But it's yummy.. Hee..
[The tomato taste I mean]

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Yesterday
Damn tired..
After working out..
Headed straight to Lecture hall for IT lecture..


Free highlightHec's head.. He kept leaning his head on the table..
So I gave him free highlight.. Heeee..


Reminds me of SPM past year questions
that we did at Universal.. LOL


Then back to dorm..
Quickly bathed and whacked "dry" noodle which made me want to puke -,-

Then to Auntie Eli's house for mahjong session..
Mom and the aunties not us kids.. Lol..
Us so called kids.. RUMMY of course XD

Chong Zhi Wei doesn't comb his hair

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Friday

Was our 1 year anni XD
Details.....
NO..