CONFESSIONS OF A LOST SOUL

I feel so tired.
I feel restless.
I feel useless.
I feel old.
I feel my spirit fading day by day.
I feel spiritless.
I feel like a dead body.
I feel like life is merely a struggle.
I don't have the energy to do anything.
I am not motivated.
I get frustrated over something easily.
I annoy everyone.
I bore everyone.

Everyone's irritated.
Exasperated.
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High expectations.
Extra effort.
Work hard or lose it all.
Regret is not entertained.
Fear.
It's pressure.
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People.
Faces.
Genuine.
Fake.
Pompousness.
Selfishness.
Unthoughtful.
Attention.
Differences.
Gossips.
Never judge a book by its cover.
Some act superior.
Some control.
Some attack.
Some retaliate.
Some hide.
Some judge.
Some act.
I'm behind a mask and shall never reveal.
I insult to defend.
It's not my intention.
Sorry to those offended.
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Words kill.
Offended.
They didn't know.
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As for now, I'll act stupid and shut my mouth until I have to open it.
Oh wait.
I always keep my mouth shut.
Don't I?
Hmmmmmm.
Annoying?
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Define LIFE.