PSYCHOTIC

OMG!
I'm so addicted to GD's Butterfly ♥
The MV is cute! =D

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Things are meaningless until you give meaning to it.
This is so true.
It's not the thing or the situation that happened matters.
It's how you perceive it.
No matter how bad a situation is, we can look at the brighter side of it.
Laugh it off and take it as a life lesson.
But sometimes, it's only easy to say.
Having the courage to do and adopt this optimistic behaviour is difficult.
Perhaps I take everything or shall I say every word too personally.
Yea, even though sometimes they don't mean it.
NO. Mean it or not, I still take it seriously & P-E-R-S-O-N-A-L-L-Y.

Whenever Ms Caren mentions the word "only child", people tend to look and point their finger at me.
Excuse me, whether it is a bad intention or whatever I feel discriminated okay!
And stop calling me a baby!!!!!! -,-
Yea yea. According to Adler's Theory of Birth Order, the only child is always the center of attention, spoiled & can be self-centered.
Urgh! Helloo!! I didn't choose to go this way alright!
Too much attention? Checked. [I obviously didn't beg my parents for this]
Spoiled? Checked. [But I'm not as demanding as other people okay]
Self-centered??! Hell NO! [But in some situations, I have to be selfish in order to save myself from being more miserable]

But I agree with some of the points mentioned in his theory. =(
Being the only child, they miss out on the social skills learned by sibling interaction, so they may find it difficult to share or compromise & less effective in relationships. This proposed relationship results in poorer mental health. =(
HOWEVER, a great positive trait is that they can be very mature intellectually.
[Don't play play]

Surveys of literature predating 1945 emphasized the abnormality of only children's familial situation and risk of lifelong unhappiness and psychopathology. =(
However it was acknowledged that not much research followed individuals into adult life to determine if possible effects of being raised as a sole child has any lasting consequences. [HAH! >.>]
Some research indicates that only children who attempt to fulfill all their parents' expectations are retarded in developing adulthood autonomy and are less independent than any other birth order. This may be especially true of female only children who are traditionally expected to be more involved with their parents across the lifespan. -,-

Okay okay. Stop hitting myself with the bad stuff.
Time to sleep.

Sometimes I feel unwanted. =(