EVIL STILL WINS

Hey * look at me.
Think back and talk to me.
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I want to do?
Coz it hurts when you disapprove all along.
And now I try hard to make it.
I just want to make you proud.
I'm never going to be good enough for you.
I can't pretend that.
I'm alright.
And you can't change me.
I'm sorry. I can't be perfect.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be.
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface.
I don't know what you're expecting of me.
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes.
Caught in the undertow.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
I've become so numb I can't feel you there.
Become so tired so much more aware.
I'm becoming this all I want to do.
Is be more like me and be less like you.
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.

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I said I'm not going to be emo.
I said I'm going to be happy no matter what.
I said there will only be happy posts.
I said...........
And now.
I just can't.

What's wrong?! What's my offense this time?!
I just can't be the perfect person you want me to be.
Maybe the day I * is the day you'll truly feel *.